This week, from Saturday 29 to Sunday 7 is a retreat and a fast. No meetings, no family, no parenting, no relationship, no talk, no action, no phone calls, no email, no emergency. Breathing, fasting, enjoying and reconnecting with the pure energy of life, of breath, of
prana. Listening and releasing the inner demons, with love and compassion for myself.
I feel like a balloon that I just dropped and that is now floating and being carried by divine wind. It will take me exactly where I have to be. No expectations, no projections, no attachment. This retreat is for surrendering, for sitting inside the soul and let it percolate to the still ignorant, still encompassed layers of my terrestrian being.
Fasting is an important step in that regard.
Exploring the addiction to food helps me decide what exactly I want my relationship with food to be. How much prana do I want to absorb through food versus how much should come through energetical work (breathing, medidating, yoga)? What is the right balance? What is the right level of entanglement I want with food in order to serve what I came in this life for? How do I want to balance the different planes of the being (gross, subtle, etc...)?
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